CANT HELP THIS FEELING !!!!!!!!!

I cant help this feeling and I
Pray to god that I am wrong
I say it becoz it bothers me
Not trying to write a song

Bothered uneasy may be even sad
Affecting u a lot are experiences u had
Maybe concerned that ur heart might break
You are hesitating to give life another take

Open up to me
And I will be a friend forever
For I swear to be honest
Cant promise clever

Will never break your heart
And I mean what I say
Will stand by you forever
AND ONLY IF I MAY

Not trying to be a hero
Just trying to help
Cant pretend to be indifferent
Unable to stop myself

Ohh and if u think otherwise
Of me like other guys
And that I sud just back off….
Mind my business and lay off

Do not stop or hesitate
U just need to mention …
Cause adding to your troubles
Was never my intention…..

AB TU HI BATA ......???

Mai khush bhi hun
Mujhe dar bhi hai
Ye khwab hi sahi
Par kuch sach bhi hai

Kuch to hai yakin
Kuch shak bhi hai …
Kya tujhpe mera koi hak bhi hai ….

Tera mera tu-tu - main-main
Ye tera mera nok-jhok
Mujhe achha lagta hai
Manjur nahi koi rok-tok

Kuch to hai yakin
Kuch shak bhi hai …
Kya tujhpe mera koi hak bhi hai ….

ONCE AGAIN .......back to square 1

amazing it seemed in the beginning
had fun always, & njoid everything


good time and some friendly fight
felt everything was gonna be alright


but i was wrong, it was a blunder
dreams came crashing, hit by thunder


once again i lie, with a broken heart
i guess its true, i aint so smart


its painful & its gonna stay for a while
i wish i could hide the pain with a fake smile


tried being indifferent, just doesnt work
pretend to be happy but life does suck
once again i lie, with a broken heart
i guess its true, i aint so smart

SECOND INNINGS

Wow ......am back on the blog almost after 2-3 years ....... And yes, i feel ashamed to be saying this because I remember I had promised myself that this would never happen.......after all I do this for ME. (Although, it was not that I did not try to be here more often, it was just a stupid phase of my life :-( ) will remember this as 'second innings'......... :-)

hopefully !!!

Hope in eyes is worse than SOAP in eyes....Soap is temporary!!!