hate to agree

just came across this.......

"ONLY UNACCOMPLISHED LOVE TENDS TO BE ROMANTIC....."

i dont know if its true or not, but if it were .....i would hate the fact.

MAY BE..............JUST MAY BE

may be its false
may be its true
may be i dont
may be i do

may be i am lost
may be i am sure
may be i am ok
may be i need a cure

may be she is rit
may be i am wrong
may be i feel it
all of these just cant only be a song


may be am just an 'another guy'
making a point, hoping she would buy

may be i am stupid
may be i can't see
may be i messed up
being where i shouldnt be


may be she knows it
may be she don't
may be i ll get around it
may be i wont

may be i should move on
may be i dont know how
may be i should wait a little longer
may be i should do it now


may be she has a reason
may be she has no choice
may be i did not say it loud enough
may be she did not hear my voice

may be she has another plan
may be she does not trust me
may be its an impossible story
which is just not meant to be


MAY BE
JUST MAY BE

just thinking - "honestly"

am just a lil confused .....so help out anyone who can.......

Looking back .....i have started to realise that I made mistakes...ok blunders(big and small).........and every passing day I can think of something that i did .....really stupid....something I would never ever do again ...........so does that make me stupid or smart ?????

The story so far........

Of late, something occurred to me. Its actually not a big thing but definitely got me thinking for a while.

Is "you', "if only" or may be to some extent "but she never did", the best that i could do ? I dont know. Feel like calling up JoD and asking her. Why ?......because its the easiest way to get answers for questions no one else is even willing to listen to, trust me. But I will not choose the short cut, for once. Probably the answer may not be in a YES or a NO. The answer will be something that will have a title and that title will be between a " and a".


This fear, if i may say so, is justified however. Why? because I have not written anything as interesting as them for a long long time. On the contrary, unlike before, I know exactly what i want to write and probably also how it should read once written. But it just isn't happening.

But, i guess its ok. Atleast, writing on why i am not able to write, gives me much needed practice. And as for - will i be able to write all those things that i have in my mind right know and am dying to put it on a piece of paper, the answer is - "I dont know".

निदा फजली

kabhii kabhii yuuN bhii hamne apne jii ko behlaayaa hai
jin baatoN ko Khud nahiiN samjhe auroN ko samjhaayaa hai

Mir-o-Ghalib ke sheroN ne kiskaa saath nibhaayaa hai
saste giitoN ko likh likh kar hamne ghar banvaayaa hai

By - Nida Fazli