The story so far........

Of late, something occurred to me. Its actually not a big thing but definitely got me thinking for a while.

Is "you', "if only" or may be to some extent "but she never did", the best that i could do ? I dont know. Feel like calling up JoD and asking her. Why ?......because its the easiest way to get answers for questions no one else is even willing to listen to, trust me. But I will not choose the short cut, for once. Probably the answer may not be in a YES or a NO. The answer will be something that will have a title and that title will be between a " and a".


This fear, if i may say so, is justified however. Why? because I have not written anything as interesting as them for a long long time. On the contrary, unlike before, I know exactly what i want to write and probably also how it should read once written. But it just isn't happening.

But, i guess its ok. Atleast, writing on why i am not able to write, gives me much needed practice. And as for - will i be able to write all those things that i have in my mind right know and am dying to put it on a piece of paper, the answer is - "I dont know".

निदा फजली

kabhii kabhii yuuN bhii hamne apne jii ko behlaayaa hai
jin baatoN ko Khud nahiiN samjhe auroN ko samjhaayaa hai

Mir-o-Ghalib ke sheroN ne kiskaa saath nibhaayaa hai
saste giitoN ko likh likh kar hamne ghar banvaayaa hai

By - Nida Fazli

BLOG ???.............(JoD)

kisi ne kahan hai mujhse

Babla, its not difficult to start a blog...............its difficult to maintain it.."

Magar usne yeh bhi bola-

"Babla, it does not matter what you write as long as you are writing for yourself.........just make sure you keep writing......"

"so i will keep writing..for myself..."

I MISS YOU......

no matter how hard i tried
no matter if i laughed or cried

and Even if i told you i would never lie
and even if i told you "i would rather die"

I could never make you believe
that I never wanted you to leave

.
.
.
.

no matter how many words i use......
no matter what language i choose....

Even if i spend all of my time
and even if i make it all rhyme.....

i could never put it in verse for you
"YOU HAVE NO CLUE HOW MUCH I MISS YOU"